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just had to share this with you!


sometimes im sad and sometimes im happy. i try to write about it whenever. well, sometimes i write posts about suicide, i dont do it too often so i dont give out the wrong idea. i should put it out there that if you need help you should totally get it and dont be afraid to ask for it and if it seems like no one is listening keep trying and dont give up on yourself.
i dont want anyone to be like me and have to do crazy things..anyway.. i like reading about those types of things sometimes because its interesting but if i did every other post here about that touchy topic i would be in the wrong place, there are a lot of sites out there that provide help and information

ok rambling.. i will continue this part of the post in a comment or something.. what i wanted to share with you is this:

http://www.suite101.com/content/do-not-commit-suicide-a38823

i googled: how to not want to kill yourself

i get that way sometimes and im not afraid to say it, i just dont say it because i am afraid to hear what others will say and if i said that here im sure i would lose a lot of people’s support, you can see through my writing that i never really stop at one feeling i go up and down

the reason i wanted to share this with you is to just show you some points that really opened my mind. these next few sentences were all taken from the above website and i will be adding some things in parantheses next to it:

“No one lives forever, and death will come to you eventually. There’s no need for you to rush it.”
(this reminds me of one time when i was chatting with my friend and i wanted to visit her, we dont live in the same state and she always told me wait till im older and at the time i was having a bad time dealing with stuff and i said we dont have to wait i’ll runaway and get on the plane to see you and she was like no dont get in trouble and i said i dont care, youre worth it. what trouble can come from it or something like that and she said well there is no sense asking for it )

“NEVER let your life be governed by (or ended by) feelings. In fact, you should NEVER make decisions solely based on feelings. Your feelings should follow your decisions – and NOT the other way around.”

(i need to learn how to do this, i just feel and decide and then after i decide i feel and then i make another decision.)

“Bottom line…Your life is worth living. It’s worth protecting. Don’t be the one to end it. Get help right away.”

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there are numbers you can call like 1-800-273-8255
websites you can go to like: www.suicide.org there actually is a www.suicide.com

whenever you search suicidal or anything to do with suicide this is like the first result, almost always: http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

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there is this on MySpace. i have not read it yet so look if you want to, it sounds uplifting though but i dont know.. looks can be decieving sometimes

http://www.myspace.com/reasonsnottokillyourself

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(when im looking up stuff about depression and suicide i usually dont like seeing at the bottom of the page: “this is not to replace the diagnosis of a psychian or medical professional, we are not professionals please get help if necessary…..” it makes me feel like i relied on the information for nothing but i understand why they put it there so pepole like me won’t go believing a depression quiz and telling everyone i am depressed without actually being evaluated and so no mistakes are made if what is found on said website is true… just putting it out there)

i am not a proffessional doctor or anything but i can be a very good listener and/or friend you can contact me at fly1623 or if you dont want to talk to me i understand, call one of the hotlines, they are really nice people that are there to help you.

(i have called a couple times but never had the nerve to say anything other than hi but that is a huge step forward, i used to hang up when i heard the phone start ringing and the automated voice saying: “You have reached the National Suicide Hotline…” i would freak out but its ok to ask for help, if you are too afraid to call do not be afraid to call a friend and a lot of years from now if i ever get better at time managament i will put my number up, maybe i could help someone.)

have a good night

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