Fly1623's Blog…..I like Cake

Just another WordPress.com weblog

Pink Rage


(I said a while ago, that I would post this.  I was upset so I grabbbed pencil and paper. But there was no light, I still decided to write.  I wrote in the dark.)

I can not see the lines in front of me.

do I ever act on the writing

This could all be invisible

This pencil could be unsharpened ~

If I bring this closer the dots just get darker. I hope I am

writing.

words are on this paper

I want to kill myself, the dots follow the pencil and the words are unclear I dont think

I don’t think I am dreaming with no lights the paper still looks fresh

This paper feels blank, I am blind  I don’t want to turn on the light and ruin the surprise,

If any, If not I have sped up my demise.

This is a nightmare if this is real.

cannot

escape my eyes

and my outlet to write

How will my spirit end?

See?

I’ve gone off the deep end

lost all that I can depend on

I will

If I really am writing  after all I will switch to pen

I looked but will I understand what has come from my own hand.

I want to die, I have lost my mind, I don’t know where I am yet I can think clearly even though I am not speaking, on the inside I am screaming.

(This is where/when I said I was going to post Pink Rage: https://fly1623.wordpress.com/2011/06/07/a-few-posts-in-1/

new post coming soon it might be title Pink Rage. i wrote it in the dark so bear with me while i try to decipher it um i think thats it so far. im sorry if i made anyone unhappy with my writing. do i ever write positive?? well im going to try harder i know ive said that like 20 times but i will for sure.

Posted by on June 7, 2011 in Uncategorized )

Advertisements

Single Post Navigation

One thought on “Pink Rage

  1. Super-Duper site! I am loving it!! Will come back again. I am bookmarking your feeds also

say something, anything at all. i would love to hear from you :) if not, have an awesome day anyway!

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: