Conversation with a stranger. Subject: Suicide
You’re now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You and the stranger both like suicide.
You: is suicide the answer?
Stranger: sometimes i think it is
You: what do you do to keep living?
Stranger: i dont have the guts to take my life
You: are you happy being alive?
Stranger: its not all that,
You: ok. thank you for the help
You: I think its the answer. but I don’t want it to be, so I thought asking would help. it did, sort of.
Stranger: naaah its not the answer
You: why not?
Stranger: there’s so much to do
You: I don’t want to do anything.
Stranger: then thats just lazy. .-.
You: ok, what is there to do?
Stranger: start a collection, take part in charity or hobby, raise money and set goals to achieve
You: what if its never going to be achieved? if you take part of something but it means nothing? if you start a hobby but stop liking it?
Stranger: it’s always going to seem like that if you keep that attitude
You: what attitude am I supposed to have then?
Stranger: a positive one
Stranger: to keep moving forward
Stranger: think of somthing you want to change about yourself, then do it
Stranger: if not possible, accept it. it’s who you are
You: if who I am is a negative person, then what should I do?
Stranger: then change your outlook on life
Stranger: start writing poetry, keep a diary.
Stranger: then after you’ve changed your outlook, look back at the diary
Stranger: then you’ll see how much you’ve changed
Stranger: im pretty sure you’re still young
Stranger: and have your whole life ahead of you
Stranger: one day youll look back and think, “was that really me?”
Stranger: you’ll grow wise im sure
You: i write, ive kept a diary and i haven’t changed. and there are moments when i do but then i end up thinking negative again
Stranger: the same thing happens to me
You: but you must be pretty positive, if you’re giving advice and stuff.
Stranger: it all goes away when im depressed
Stranger: for no good reason
You: do you do what you said? writing and keeping the diary?
Stranger: i dont keep a diary, but i do write poetry.
You: does it help?
Stranger: it’s just a substitute for cutting. it helps get my feelings out which is a good thing i guess.
You: so you’re alive because there are things to do?
Stranger: well, i have school
Stranger: and i have interests that id like to keep
Stranger: and i wanna know what its like to fall in love, im waiting for that’
Stranger: its something for me to look forward to
Stranger: like going to my first strip club or something!:D
Stranger: or when im able to drive
Stranger: ot get into collage, get my own place, and a job
You: what happens after you do all of the things that you want to do? then what do you do?
Stranger: the goals you set now
Stranger: probably arent going to be the same exact goals youll have as you get older
Stranger: because as you get older, you’ll set new goals
Stranger: and new oppurtunities will come your way
Stranger: you have your whole life to think about, all you need is hard work, and patience and everything will go smoothly
Stranger: rough times will come and go
Stranger: you’ll be able to pick yourself up after youve been knocked down
Stranger: especially with the new attitude im hoping you’ll grow into
You: is a plan like a goal?
Stranger: yea you can say that
You: can i quote what you said?
Stranger: what are you quoting?
You: pretty much everything